Yesterday, I fell….
How weird that I get up without pissed off
Maybe I’ve been upside too long
Back then, I used to take my ‘fells’ as really annoying ones
Instead, I get up with a question
That even any language can’t describe an exact answer
Since the first time I fell down
Until just now, an unknown times of felling down
How did I live my life?
*what? Am I being matured?
11 years ago, I was 10 years old
6 years ago, 15 years old
And almost 7 more years have to passed since..
But still I….can feel the childish side in me
The sense of responsibility
To god, to my parents, and those applied to me..
Have I give it all out?
How am I going to handle the future?
Just get easy…yeah, just get this life easy
But action seems harder than said
Come on…..the real world never follows the fairytale
Where everyone ends up happily ever after
Unfortunately, it doesn’t make sense…
How’s life supposed to be?
Messed up now…and regret later
Or love now…and suffered later
Success now…and fail later
Or should we say
ENJOY NOW…AND REPENT LATER
The air that we rely on to survive…every breath we expelled out…
How ungrateful a human is
How arrogant a human really is
For those who lost…have they noticed the Last Day?
For those who have faith…have they prepared for the Last Day?
When that Last Day comes…
Regardless of fame…wealth…age…gender...appearance…race…and lots more
We’ll appear before God with equality
And judged with most justice laws ever
The last destination is well acknowledged
To the hell…or… to heaven?
Even we are able to speak all languages…
We still can’t tell the answer
If we wanna make changes
If we want to turn back
Then, once again…
It’s up to us
How it’s supposed to be…