Bukan cerita cinta biasa

 Bismillah....
     Hari tu janji nk cakap psl kahwin awal kn next entry? Huuu..postpone dululah, masa tak mengizinkn dgn assignmnt, report berlambak. Berderet-deret,datelines pun dkat2. Makin hari study makin susah, dgn konflik group clinical attachmnt (aku tak nak tagging dgn senior,serik tau...mcm nightmare je T_T), klas badminton yg memenatkn. But Alhamdulillah despite of those difficulties, I've got high marks in quizzes. Padahal aku rasa mcm tak confident je dgn jwpn aku. Tapi Allah permudahkn.


Straight to the point, to compensate my promise, I put this video for us to muhasabah ourselves. Sebelum kita nk bercerita rasa cinta pd manusia, it's better if we get to know Allah's love first,right?

Ala bizikrillahi tatma'innul qulub....semoga kita smua memperoleh kebahagiaan hakiki...and last words to share:

"A woman's heart should be so lost in God,that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her"

Today's mumble

Bismillah....


      Alhamdulillah,safely back from IIUM Gombak pkl 4 pagi td. Saja je nk masuk culture art centre yg besar tu, hehe. Closing convest yg best,dengan tajuk forum 'Students life and love'. Juz agak kecwa sbb isu yg dibahas panel (Akhil Hayy,Heliza & Ummi Ros Raudhatus Sakinah) lebih kpd isu cinta with extreme consequences,mcm wedlock pregnancy dan mcm2 lg yg menyimpang.Okaylah, I do admit this issue shouldn't be neglected,memang akhlak remaja Islam akhir zaman makin runtuh. But somehow,aku prefer kalau tajuknye tu dikaitkn dgn kalangan  kami yg byk tersangkut dgn virus 'cinta islamik' yg matlamatnya tak menghalalkn cara. Tapi takpelah, memandangkn jauh2 aku datang,tadah je la telinga. Huu...

    Aku tertarik dgn cerita drpd ummi Ros. Ummi Ros ni pemilik Raudhatus Sakinah,pusat perlindungan utk remaja prempuan yg tersasar. Ade sorang budak perempuan ni dihantar oleh familinya sendiri ke Raudathus Sakinah. Budak ni baik dan pandai,dpt offer foundation utk medic kt IPT, so she went there. Masuk je IPT, budak ni dikelilingi rakan2 yg ade boyfriend. Pendek kata kalau sape yg takde bf tu tak lakulah gamaknye. Agak2 ape yg die rase? of course la terdesak. Then one day a guy asked her to be his couple. She agreed. Pastu mamat ni mintak izin nk pegang tangan. She said no,it's haram. So that guy left her. Tak lama lepas tu, datang la mamat no. 2,mintak nk pegang tangan jugak tapi kali ni she said yes. So 2nd guy ni tanya lg,'can we have sex?'. And she answered no. Kena tinggal lagi. Datang pulak 3rd guy. Kali ni semua yes. Hilanglah sudah kesucian yg dipertahankn. And the 3rd guy still left her. Frust menonggeng la budak ni. Makin hari makin tersasar sampailah satu hari dia registered jd pelacur melalui internet. Budak ni jd pelacur hari minggu, and customers memang ramai. Boleh dpt ribuan ringgit per month. Tapi budak ni sedar dia salah, cuma sayang tak bertemu arah tuju yg dicari. Bila family dpt tau,terus dia dihantar ke Raudhatus Sakinah. At the 1st time she met Ummi Ros,you know what she said? "ummi,please make me cry. I didn't cry for a long time". She repent. Lepas keluar dari Raudhatus Sakinah, dia sambung blajar di oversea dan Alhamdulillah,she found her husband...cinta sebenar yg dicari-cari selama ni.


Allah Maha Pengampun, Dia blh bagi hidayah pada sape-sape yg Dia kehendaki. Kadang-kadang,mereka ni ade keinginan nk berubah,tapi tukar fikiran bila kita buat diorang seolah-olah tak layak nk jadi baik. Nauzubillah,ingatkn diri masing2 termasuk aku jugak,jangan sampai kita jd asbab mreka jauhkn diri dari mndekati Islam. Aku pun insan lemah yg tak pandai nk menegur. Tapi ambik jugak inisiatif,kita bergaul dgn mereka dan tunjukkan akhlak yg baik,dgn ikhlas. Mungkin suatu hari nnt hati mereka akan lembut dan diorang sendiri akan datang pada kita. Contoh biasa,aurat. Sepupu aku yg free hair pernah puji jubah yg aku pakai cantik. So,kita psiko dia skit2...kalaulah satu hari nanti sepupu aku ni pakai tudung semula,aku rasa itulah saat gembira yg takkan dpt ditukar ganti dgn wang jutaan ringgit sekalipun. Cuma satu benda nk ditekankan sebagai peringatan:
 JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE DOESN'T OBEY THE ISLAMIC RULES,
IT DOESN'T MAKE HIM/HER ANY LESS OF A MUSLIM THAN US. 
Kita manusia biasa yg buat kesalahan dan kalau Allah sendiri membuka peluang kpd semua hambaNya bertaubat,kenapa kita sibuk nk menilai dan menjatuhkn persepsi negatif pada mereka. Siapa tahu suatu hari nanti, mereka dpt hidayah dan menjadi Muslim yg lebih baik drpd kita. Aku pun bukannya bertudung labuh...dan aku masih dlm proses mencari kekuatan ke arah itu. Alhamdulillah Allah pelihara aku drpd couple,tutup aurat yg x sempurna dan aku tahu agama,aku x pernah lg masuk panggung wayang tau,masa skolah pun aku byk terperap kt rumah (parents aku control maa),cuma aku jenis yg biasa2,skrg slow2 aku makin lembut hati pd islam. Kalau dulu aku tak biasa dgn qiam,mathurat,solat dhuha,usrah,sindrom kahwin awal kt UIA ni....now I'm adapting myself to all those things. Allahummarzuqna istiqamah. Kahwin awal? Ha...ha...ha. Dulu aku la antara orang yg anti dgn benda alah ni. But now? hmm... tunggu la next entry ye. Ngantuk dh,yeay esok klas start pkl 9 (^_^)

We have Allah,so get back on the track (^_^)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....in the name of Allah,The Most Gracious & Most Merciful...


        Ambil kesempatan dlm kesibukan kejap,tonight kna train adik2 utk national pharmacy quiz...this week gonna be hectic. Ujian masa. Manusia mana tak ditimpa ujian. Pelbagai ragam ujian yg Allah berikn untuk menguji kita,bukan?sakit,gagal exam,kena fitnah,kesempitan wang,masalah rumahtangga, bebanan kerja dan belajar, dianiaya orang....semuanya ada.


       It's a fitrah that troubles come and go. Sometimes it pile up,one on top of the other. At times,it feels like one cannot take it anymore. Sometimes,one just lets everything go. Shut down. Hibernate. Call it whatever you want. This is what happen,I guess. But we should remember that Allah is always there,waiting for us to get back to Him. Patiently, He waits. With gentle reminders,time and time again. "Get back on track". He whispers. Or maybe we need a driven force to make us wake up, like someone who had just dumped a bucket of cold water on your face (it may sound weird,but yeah,that's how it seems).

"Adakah kamu mengira bahawa kamu akan masuk syurga,padahal belum datang kepadamu cubaan seperti yg dialami orang2 terdahulu sebelum kamu. Mereka ditimpa kemelaratan,penderitaan dan digoncang dengan pelbagai cubaan,sehingga Rasul dan orang2 yg beriman bersamanya berkata,"Bilakah akan datang pertolongan Allah?"Ingatlah,sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu dekat."

                                                                                                                       (Al-Baqarah: 214)

     Life in this world is full of tests. Otherwise,how will we able to gain Jannah?Allah knows what's best for us. Always. And He knows,what's going on with our life,more than we do,actually. Hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil. May Allah guide us all. Without His guidance,we're nothing..nothing at all! 

Clinical tagging attachment

        The list finally came out!

      Hehehe...sorry,all the matric numbers are confidentials,sume dh dihitamkn. We are all tagged with final year in a group. Alhamdulillah dpt HTAA for 1st clinical attachmnt khamis dpn,4 days to go...then stay in campus, next 2 weeks baru ke hosp. kemaman dan last skali hosp. temerloh. My group got GI & hepatobiliary system! Baru beberapa hari lpas blaja dgn Mdm Azrin...pergh,boleh tahan batch kami kne brainwash dgn mdm gara-gara kitorang lupa psl coagulating factors,bilirubin,warfarin and all those things related bla3....

"You all ni nama je blaja tapi tak pandai nk relate theoretical and situations,consequences.Macam ni ke nk jadi pharmacist?Time attachment nanti kalau tak dapat jawab I ketuk kepala you all"

Mak aii..kecut perut dengar warning mdm.Okeh,alarm memang wat bunyi emergency dh ni,kna well-prepared nmpk gayanya,tapi ape nk study nih???

Provided with the format above,okay dh nmpk jalan sket.So the things for us to pay attention:-

-BHT (bed head ticket)

-communicate with patient from the case assigned

-report form

-ingat med. abbreviations

-check presence of DRP

-bring all those drug info,mims,BNF,any related notes & guidelines

-jgn lupa kalkulator!

I really hope we'll get patient with non-complicated med. condition dan masuk hospital tak lama,or otherwise memang 'bling-bling'lah mata mengadap BHT berjela-jela,blum masuk part salin and interpret tulisan doktor yg 'sangat cantik' lagi.BHT ni records all info. we need to obtain..trmasuklah patient demographics,chief complaint (what doctor wrote acccording to patient's claim on the 1st time admitted),BP,HR,blood glucose,past medical histories,current med condition, past and current medications taken,not forgotten the most impotant ones,the test (liver function test,kidney function test,blood coagulation profile,fecal examination etc.)

Diseases that might involved in GI & hepatobiliary cases:

GERD,peptic ulcer (gastric ulcer,duodenal ulcer),IBD,pancreatitis,hepatitis,liver cirrhosis....

Besides,physical examination pun blh applied as one of basic methods to narrow the diagnosis,actually tak payah ni..med. students & doctors je buat.Cuma kita blh tanya patient dia rasa sakit kat bahagian mana,so that we can confirm patient's claim dgn diagnosis yg doktor dh tulis.

topographic anatomy of abdomen

Next,bila tengok symptoms,we should beware of the common symptoms like abdominal pain,heartburn and look at differences of a disease to another..maybe penyakit sama tapi penyebab berbeza,so different types of treatment must be matched correctly.Contoh, patient ade peptic ulcer and we thought NSAID as the cause,tapi sbnarnye patient tu dpt peptic ulcer caused by H.pylori..and that patient supposed to be treated with antibiotic tapi kita bagi ubat lain.Padan la tak sembuh-sembuh.

Paling risau part nk evaluate LFT dgn coagulation profile.Seriously still tak mahir nk relate sume values dgn presenting illness..reflection of abnormal values of bilirubin,albumin,total protein,ALP,PT bla3....ape nk explain time present case nanti.I should work harder to understand those things (T_T)

Ya Allah..permudahkanlah first attachment kami.Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir.